February 2012
15 posts
Watchsoft and enchanting
“Were there many boundaries to rebel against?
The thing is, I was very sensible child, whereas they didn’t care if I had my baccalaureate or whatever. I was very stubborn. I wanted to go to the end. My sisters were not the same, they were much more artistic from the very start. I liked maths, everything that was reassuring. I had this on one side and on the other I realize that at 12 I started going on films. They left me completely free to...
January 2012
17 posts
thoughts #3
So I’ve heard more than one person (either close or not so close, have spent the whole time beside me or only took a few hours/days interacting with me) assured me that I have personality (or attitude?). And there’s one person - who knows me since I was small, but not very close, not a guider or watcher whatsoever - told me that it’s ok to have personality but don’t be...
thoughts #2
The truth is, the issue exists in many people and there’re many other dealing with it, even my nieces, without naming it. I see the symptoms everywhere, triggers in every situation I got in and it makes me feel ashamed. The second truth is, I realized that the fact is it’s something just never happens to me. Oh, needless to say how worthless and failure I feel. It’s not about “the look” I want to...
thoughts #1
I always wonder how it be if he knew what the price I had paid for him/his love, but by the time he was/is here when I could tell him, it didn’t/doesn’t matter anymore.
December 2011
8 posts
November 2011
13 posts
